Meaningful Mondays.

DIY hospital helper I dunno thing.

So one of my friends just had her baaaaabey today!  We've become heaps closer lately and I love her to bits! I know she's gonna be the best momma and that baby is gonna have so many people who love her it's not even funny! I wanted to help out so I decided to make a little hospital survival kit thingy just to try make her stay a little better :D it was so much fun getting all the stuff and writing the note! 

Here's what it looked like:

And this is just what was in the little note explaining what was in it!

Headband and hair ties to keep your ratchet hair out of your face.

Toothbrush and toothpaste so you don’t poison err’bodys noses with yo dragon breath.

Wipes so you can try wipe the ugly off your face noooo just an easy way to feel better and cleanaaaaa.

Two conditioners coz I’m the idiot who thought one was a shampoo. In case you don’t have any and stay a while so you can just wash yah hair like a normal person, with two conditioners.

Hand sanitizer in case you touch anything naaasty, or to give to people before they hold the wittle gem.

Chapstick so yo lips aint all dry and cracked

Deodorant so you don’t staaank

Chocolates and sprite in case you just need it, sugar, calories, a drink yeeh man. There’s one for Kayne but I doubt he’ll get it.

Muesli bars coz that’s what I do, give you food when you’re hungraay

And then I just wrote how much I loved them all and stuff but yeah you get the idea!

When she opened it she laughed and then she told me the next day that her mum gave her a grilling hahahaha! It feels so good just knowing that you've helped someone and made their life(?) just a little bit easier by making them smile :) because as yah know a smile is a curve that can set everything straight :D I sound like I'm just upping my self and showing off but I honestly just love helping people :D hope everyone has wonderful lives and if Bly ever reads this I hope you're having the time of you're life with the little Bunny xx

Drama.

Drama sucks booty. I haven't ever really had that much drama in my life like some people, for them it's just drama after drama after drama and I give them ultimate props for being able to deal with all that because I honestly cannot handle it!

 I don't know what this post so about like the lesson or anything because I quite honestly don't know what I've learnt from all this just yet?

 I guess just be nice to everyone. It is so hard especially if they are really not nice to you, like don't use that as an excuse sorta? If they're being mean or just not nice you be extra nice to them! It's hard when everyone's just joking and then someone takes it seriously kinda like there's a fine line and it's hard to tell if you've crossed it and like just when you should stop. So just be nice and I only realized this yesterday when Olea told me and so it made me feel bad even though I like shouldn't kinda coz I'm feeling bad for someone who's hurt me so much? But from now on I'm just gonna try be nothing but nice!

Also don't share all your problems with everyone! Last night I felt so bad because I was thinking of all the people I've dragged into all my drama! And I feel like I honestly just needa apologize to everyone because they've made my problems their problems and that's just really not fair? I was just thinking if I woulda just kept everything to myself what would be different and everything? I honestly just needed to tell people though! Like I can keep other people's secrets but like not my own hahah that's so ugly but like yeah I dunno why I told everyone everything? Probably coz I'm just like mad and upset and need everyone's opinion. I dunno I just dunno if it was the right thing to do!

Cry! Hahahahaha just cry all your tears away! You feel so ugly at the time and are like ngaw why am I crying over something so stupid but just let it aawwl out! I am honestly so ugly when I cry but I don't currr! Ton wasn't here so I couldn't cry to her and she couldn't make me stop by making me laugh so my pillow got the worst of it, but I just feel better today! I feel like I'm gonna cry every time I think about all this so I think the floodgates are just open now hahaha oh well it's the holidays and I'll cry if I want to! Also my bed hair looks amaze and I have no idea why! So that made me happy :D so just cry! Because it's actually healthy like getting all the toxins out! I'm sure Teahs already wrote a blog about this hahah! 

Okay and lastly do things that make you happy and stop worrying! Don't let it get you down! You go on youtube and watch funny videos, you laugh and joke with your friends, you watch Bambi, even though I know it has the saddest part in history! You just cry all over again hahahah! You just do whatever you gotta do to get your mind off the situation! Stop worrying about things you can't control! I feel like I can't control all this because I don't really know what's going on really hahaha! And its so annoying because i overthink every little thing and then i overthink about me overthinking and gah i just needa stahp! thinking about yo problems aint gonna get you anywhere in life okay! Just don't let one person ruin your whole life because I know that life is always amazing even though it just might not feel like it at the mo. Keep that smile on your dial! I honestly never want to not be able to smile, that would honestly be the worst thing in the world! 

So uh yeah! I'm just gonna try remember all that but it's honestly so hard! Every time you react a certain way is how you're going to continue the story of your life yah know?? I dunno I just needa apologize to everyone and keep smiling :D bye for now!!

Okay here this is what I was tryna say kinda haha!

Last Day and Holidays.

Yeh man it's Friday Friday gotta get doooown on Friday! Yuss I've survived another term of school, ole survived! Far out one more to go :( one more term with Olea and all the other year 13's!! One more term until I'm in my last year of highschool forever and that scares the crap outta me!! Today I had the funnest day ever though so I thought why the heck should I not blog about it! 

So first our class just had to finish a little bit more painting but then we came into town, blasting our One Direction yeh man! We went to the supermarket and all spent our five dollars that we were told to bring, I bought mah nooice juice and some shapes! Me and Shaney had to pay at the self payer thing and we were so hopeless hahaha! My iPod case was Kim Kardashians crying face and Shayne cracked up every time she saw it and was like eeeeeh it's the cuzaaay! So we tried to do it hahahaha we're so attractive! Some weird blue demonic thing happens on the photos hence the over editation soz not soz

Then we went to Teahs house and all the bmx boys and trophy making boys were there but I went and talked to Teah coz I hadn't seen her in a whole week and you would not believe what happens in just a week hahaha! Then everyone was getting annoyed coz we had to leave. Patience is a virtue mate!

We went to Matua Sols slick beach house and we had to do shabam hahahah I am honestly so hopeless it's like a dance thing and I got absolutely zero moves right haha but me and Jadey were just having fun it was so funny!

Then everyone was swimming but I didn't take any "swimmers" so I stayed out and talked more with Teah! We had a feed and then just tidied up! 

We tried to take photos by the pool and then Eric sprayed me with the water gun as you can tell by my face -.- so the whole way home I had to sit in da wetness! But i think they're cool photo's coz it looks like we're somewhere cool as with the pool and the palm trees, so magical!

We were all just chillin waiting for busses and stuff, having piggy back ride races and wearing eachothers hats and just kicking back which is legit my favourite thing to do with all mah hori friends!

Then we went back to school and me and Olea were cracking up over stupid boys and ugh it was just the funniest thing ever! I made that sound so boring but it was actually so fun! I know that no other school would ever do that! Have a pool party at their teachers house! Gah I just love our school. 

I'm fully just gonna have to right all that in my journal now -.-

So anyways! It's the holidays now and I'm am literally the most excited person in the world to do absolutely nothing! I have literally five things planned literally.

1. Have a beach day with Olea and Teah

2. Have a sleepover with them

3. Go play Black Ops with Ton at our mates house
4. Ombre ma hurr

5. Watch ALL the Disney movies, in order

The first four don't need no explanation and neither does the last one but you're gonna get one anyways. I don't wanna watch every single one because the list is like 315 movies long and most of them I ain't never even heard of before! So imma just watch the classics I think? Like just the most popular or I dunno I just have a IMDb list that I'll just go through! But I also wanna watch the Pixar aswell like Finding Nemo and Toy Story and it's mah life so I'll do what I want to haha I'm so ugly. So I've already watched two and all I literally wanna do is talk about them, like message Olea what I love and don't love, but I've decide I can't do that like fifty times hahah so imma just blog about it! I'll make another post but this is just like yolo let y'all know! But I'll just write whatever I want about the movie, I like dat idea, they'll just be like little mini movie reviews! I'll just publish it but add to it as I go along!! I'm also like pinning every movie I watch just coz I can!

So yeah that's all I have planned and I just ugh I can't contain my happiness :D 

Tattoo.

Im thinking about getting a tattoo. I know what I want but don't know where to get it. And don't know if I have permission aswell haha but my dad has like five so it might be aight?! It's just a thought though.

Chocolate appreciation post.

My new favourite chocolate is Whittakers mini creamy milk chocolate. It is so good I can't even describe. And plus it's two a.m so my brain isn't really functioning -.- but I love it because it's mini. Like it just makes it so much better and I have no idea why!? It's just perfect and I've literally eaten the whole bag of minis this weekend. Yolo right? I just needed to share that quickly and I couldn't write a status coz I'd get no likes and my friends would know how hungi I am. But here I do whatever the heck I want and don't care much :D y'all should try dat chocolate. The whole entire bag too. That's the best way to eat it mhhm. Highway or noway? Is that the saying? Is noway a word? Whut. My autocorrect didn't change it! Noway must just be one word! Woah hahaha! Or I could just say go hard or go home?

Hey and sorry.

So hey! Far out I haven't PUBLISHED anything in like a month. I'm sorry for everyone who checks my blog religiously everyday. I'm sorry I've deprived your minds of my beautiful words. That my story's and dreams and just posts that have literally no point and meaning have been as transparent and not all there as me hahahah gah I'm so funny. Sorry for that too. Sorry for not "giving my blog any luvin"

Excuses and explanation tiiiime even though no one really cares or needs to know hahahah!

Gurl the past four weeks have been dramatic, traumatic, new, very emotional, hard, annoying, fun, amazing, and just pretty crazy without pretty much anything happening hahah! I've just been livin life, going to school chilling with mah gurls, instagraming, facebooking, tumblring but I obviously ain't been blogging have I! Been writing, writing like five page long blog posts but they're not for this blog they're just to get everything out kinda? Like writing letters to people but never actually giving them? Writing in my journal everyday, it is honestly the biggest chore of my life hahah, but I know imma appreciate it so much when I'm older, I already love reading the start of my journals from like a couple months ago hahah always livin in da past!! Painting mah nails, doing mah hair. Ooooh saying goodbye to bestfriends :'( Reading, crying. Breathing hahah I dunno! Talking, texting and messaging all my bestfraaaands about all my problems. Got the bestest real mates ever. Obsessing over a new wittle baby coming soon! Shopping, making little hospital kits for baby-mama! Ugh I just love all the little tinyness of everything!! Giving my sister blood noses, fighting with her in general really but just play, we still have our heart to hearts all day err'day! Ohmahgawd I played black ops!! I killed 50 people in like fourty minutes!! Had McDonalds three days in a row -.- they actually have the nicest mango smoothies!! Been doing lots of school work! Naht!! Ugh it's so confusing and annoying coz I missed like two weeks! I will be getting credits just not as many as I planned because I haven't been able to do as many standards -.- just, just to let you know!! Ooh bought some new pants!! Got a clear iPod case so I've been printing heaps of cases and just been so excited and just ugh yess!! AAAAH IOS FEAKING 7!! Nah it deserves it's own post that has no point at all so yup imma try sound all technical and smart and do that!! Uh listening to good music, getting annoyed at my music and skipping every song! Reading a crud load of quotes! About my mood and emotions and just reading and thinking! Okay ohmygosh yes I have been thinking and thinking and thinking and just endless amounts of thinking about literally one thing and I hate it and ugh I just why my braing why!! Why why why! Just why! Okay yes just thinking. Uh making new friends! Stalking hahha! Yup okay that's pretty much a month in my life! Just a fat paragraph but I don't know how to not make it look like that so deal with it.

So now it's almost the holidays and last holidays I posted heaps so hopefully I'll do that again! I have so many half finished posts in my drafts, I'll try finish them coz they're obviously amaze hahha ! Soooo many dreams in my notes on my iPod! Like it's crazy! But I just wake up while I'm half asleep quickly just write down the main parts or whatever! Ooh I'm going to the One Direction movie tomorrow, well today coz it's like midnight, and just know I'll be so happy and excited that I'll wanna write about it hahah! Um yup! So don't expect big good amazing things just expect things hahha hopefully even just things!!