Halloween.

Ohmahgawsh haven't been here in ages. Soz. Meaningfully soz. Not soz not soz hahahah! I'm gonna write a post about the ball I went to on Friday later but now imma just write about Halloween. Coz I can.

Okay I live in New Zealand and we really don't celebrate Halloween that much which is kinda sucky! Like the big stores sell a lot of stuff to make money but there's not big parties, pumpkin carving, trick or treating and all that! Like in the Warehouse there's already Christmas stuff hahaha gurl gotta be prepared! I'm on the Internet a lot -.- haha so I see everyone else celebrating it! Getting stupid pumpkin recipes for everything, planning cool costumes, just like celebrating Halloween and I think it's weird how we just kinda don't celebrate it! As pretty much a whole country it's all kinda just meh we don't really care! I don't know if other smaller countries are like that and England and America are actually the only ones who celebrate it!!

Now for stories that totally just contradict (yes I just spent five minutes trying to figure out which word was the right word to use there, if you want a lot of fancy words go read Teahs blog okay) everything that I just said there about not celebrating Halloween! 

I'll do the non-embarrassing one first! So the only time I remember properly like celebrating halloween out of school like on my own with my friend, yup that makes sense, was when I was year seven I think maybe? Me and my bestfriend at the time, we decide to go trick or treating! I really liked where she lived like her neighborhood. I think was kinda like random and spontaneous, we didn't really plan like our outfits or anything I think, I can't really remember it that well, I know gasp I sometimes don't remember it. I know that I was so tired and sick of it by the end coz I'm just a fatty and that was way too much exercise hahaha! We got hardly any candy! One of the houses we went to was our principles house and he gave us and apple! Another house we went to had a sign on it that said no trick or treaters. And that's pretty much all I remember! It was fun though I guess! I'm pretty sure we got five pieces of candy in two hours!

Haha this is the ugly story! Olea knows this story and cracked up when I told her! It was when I was about seven or eight and we had an organised school trick or treating thing or whatever so after school we all went home got in our costumes then came back and went trick or treating around our hansim neighborhood but the people leading it had already pre planned people who had candy or something I dunno, at the end of the trick or treating they had prizes for best costumes and everything. They had categories in like boy and girl ages. So that year, I remember I went as a witch, I had a purple hansim dress on and a witches hat, haha and thought I was cool as wearing these black boots! I had my super short hair because I was just hansim like that. But I won a prize. The best 7-8 year old BOY costume. Hahahahha I remember they called my name out and I just cried my eyes out hahah oh far it was so shame coz it was I front of everyone and just ugh! Then my mom went and told them I was freaking girl and they gave me a girl prize. Which was THE ugliest bag I've ever seen in my life so the boy prize would probably have been better. So yeah. I have a boy name and have won a prize for best costume in a boys category. Hahahah but now literally all my clothes are boys clothes so that's kinda like ironic I guess?!

This Halloween though I painted my nails and I'm the proudest person ever because I think they look so dang cool and ugh I just love dem! Hurr is de picha!

That's literally all I've celebrated Halloween! If I went with my original plan I had last year I would be in America right now and would be celebrating it hard!! I can't wait to live in England and just ohmygosh that's gonna be so amazingly fun! And one day I will go to America specially for Halloween because I think it is a real cool holiday that is just kinda under appreciated and not celebrated here! But its freaking Christmas in eight weeks and gaaaaah I cannot express my love for Christmas, the limit does not exists!! Until next time yo!

Meaningful Mondays.

Love.

Yes sappy sappy heart lovey post again! Okay so everyone knows I love, love, but i love falling in love. I haven't fallen in love with like a real boy my own age who has loved me back or anything but I have fallen in love multiple times. I fall in love with songs, and places, and moments, and people I'll never ever get to meet and I just absolutely love that.

I bite my lip. I bite my lip when I see a good looking boy or even just think of one hahah that sounds so ugly! I bite my lip when a boy does something super romantic in a book. When I hear a cute love quote. I do it as like an instinctual reflex, ole big words, but like I'll do it to something I don't want to like and then I'll be like whut. Brain just whut. Uh don't even know why you needed to know that, but I guess it adds to the non-existent point.

Okay so songs. I love music so so much! My favourite thing is finding a new artist and getting literally every single song of theirs and just listening and falling in love. I love it so much. Just music is so perfect and when that one artist has songs that you love so much and you just love their voice and lyrics and just every single thing about the songs and it just makes you so happy! And then all you wanna do is see who else loves those songs so you can just love and appreciate together!! I've done this so many times! Ed Sheeran, Olly Murs, 5SoS, One Direction and now John Mayer. There like artists who you know all their songs coz you've been like fans from the start but these ones are special coz it's like a big huge overload all at once of love!! Does that make sense?

Places! I seriously feel like I write essays when I blog coz I do my intro and then my paragraphs and a conclusion hahah why isn't school this easy and fun -.- I think I'm a pretty well travelled person! I've been a lot of places. In my town, country and the world! I love travelling. I love car rides with friends and music. I love plane trips with heaps of food and good movies. I love trains coz there's so many people all together going to the same place to do completely different things. I love places that have special memories and are just a good time. Places I've been to once and still remember. But most of all I love places I've never been too! Which is the craziest thing ever. I love that I know I'm gonna get to travel to all these places I've seen so many pictures of and read so many stories about. I love the smell of places too. That's so weird. But everyone's house has a certain smell and some places smell the same so it reminds me of the other place which I just love! I just love the places I've been and love the places I'm going! There's more to see than can ever be seen, more to do than can ever be done and I absolutely just love that so much!

Moments and memories. I have a bionic memory and its the best and worstest thing ever. I love my life at the moment. My past. And gurl I love my future! I remember so much it's not even funny. Everyone knows it, and new people are kinda creeped out by it. I love it. But yeh i remember a crud load of bad stuff which sorta makes me hold grudges which is real bad but yeh lets not talk about it hahah -.- Basically I have the best friends in the whole entire world who can make me laugh anytime day or night, until yes I do my hideous hiccup laugh which some people think is cute but probably not anymore. why am i so ugly and always make things about other things hahahah! I have had the best time at school and i love my school, it's a big family and theres never a dull day with them. I write in my journal every day so that i'll be able to remember all my memories when i dont remember them (?) so uh yeah i love my memories and that i can remember them so well. They make me smile and sometimes just burst out in laughter a t random times just coz i remembered something from years ago :)

This is so crazy aswell but people I've never even met. People who if they did meet me wouldn't remember me the next day. Musicians. Actors. Youtubers. Mainly youtubers. Because on youtube you feel like you actually get to know them. They share so much of their lives with you that you actually can fall in love with them. far i sound pathetic! but its true! you get to see their personalities, learn what they like and don't like, like learn their routine, know who their family is. I literally sound like a psycho. But I love it. So so much.

Okay so that just pretty much made me sound super crazy. Once again that was just a huge bunch of words that really no-one needed to read! And I truly dont think i coulda said the word love anymore if i wanted too! The point of that all was just that I love love. And know that someday i'll love a real boy/man/dude and it'll be such an adventure and just full of funness. whaaat am i even saying! i have a crud load of love in my heart and just love a lot of things. I love and trust super easily too so, oh well what are'ya gonna do. uh yes. love. there i said it even more hahaha. Bye for now i guess. Love you guys :D

Birthday fun.

Today my brothaaaaa turned 11!! They grow up so fast :') hahaha nah but he is like a little man-child now and it's gonna be soo weird when he's a teenager and then an actual man!! Macgregors just like Ton totally indecisive. So when momma bird asked him what he wanted to do a week ago he was like uh um I dunno? Boy, do you wants some drugs!? But in the end we went stingray feeding!! It's was heaps as of fun and this is just our day I guess! 

Me and that child who's aniversary of life is today.

As you can see I'm the ugly one in the family who just embarrasses everyone when we're in public -.-

Just even more evidence.

That guy was so foreign and had the coolest accent! I'm so much more excited to go to England and travel Europe and hear all the accents eep so excited!!

My dad learned how to put it on the front facing camera. He was so excited to show me it after he was like "look we even got you guys in the background" hahah far I love'em

selfie addict. sorry not sorry

 

Then we got London st fish and chups! Ugh they're the bestest and we haven't had them since we lives in Wainui!! Yes I was the hansim one who took a photo of our lunch -.-

 

Then we swang on the swaaaangs with our cuzzay too! She's from oz and is so super quiet but we just asked her questions about school and stuff yeh. She is so pretty though, me and Ton are literally the ugliest in our family -.-

And one more of pretty much the exact same photo just slightly different! 

So yeah! After lunch we went and played xbox for a little bit at mums friends whare and then Gregor decided to stay there even though people were coming over for a barbecue hahah! Stingray feeding was heaps of fun! They're so magical haha! Little boys growing up and luvin life! It's weird coz we just think of him as a little kid but he isn't and he comes and hangs out with me and Ton and like isn't a little kid! Just one more year and I'm gone so I gotta spend all the loves and cuddles with him and everyone else! And yeh that's it bye fo now!

Summertime.

My favourite season is definitely winter but it's over now so no point living in the past hahah! Nah but it's getting hotter already and Summers a coming! I really am not the biggest fan of Summer but decided there ain't nothing I can do about it but be positive and think of all the things I do like about it! So here's a list of thangs I like about NZ summers!

Ice cream

Trampolines

Watching the stars 

Summer music- my absolute favorite right now is We Own The Night by The Wanted

Doing stuff with friends

Camping

Going to Rere

Ice blocks

Sunglasses

Only having one blanket so it's way easier to make your bed

Barbecues
Frozen grapes! They are the shiizz!

Playgrounds

The beach

Takeaways after a day at the beach

Freaking Christmas!!!!

Christmas movies 

Christmas music

Cold drinks because I just love drinks!

Sunrises and sunsets

Shirtless boys -.- ew you ugly 

Longer days like daylight savings

Strawberries

New Years 

Coconut scented sunblock

Heaps of family time

Taking lots of photos!

Swimming

Cicadas
those little fluffs that float around in the wind

Big long talks

Good beach hair

Trying to get a tan and being proud of the tiny colour change you do get -.-

Laughing at everyone's burnt peelingness

No school!

Bonfires

Fireworks

Glow sticks haha

Water fights

Ooh putting the hose on the trampoline! That is the definition of fun!

Water slides

Partaaaays

Driving places with all the windows down

Just summer hair!

Jandals and sandals

Making memories 

That's actually made me super excited for Summer now!!!! Lists help with everything in life :D I'm so keen and excited now! Looking on the bright side of life makes life a crud load more fun! Hope this summer is a good one. Peaaace!

This is us.

Okay imma go full on fangirl on this post but I honestly don't care! So last week me and mah gurls all went to go watch the new One Direction movie!! I was so excited because I knew I would fall in love because that's what happened when I watched JB's documentary thing! And I I did, I fell truly, madly, deeply in love (I'm so cute making references to their songs) 

So us girls being girls took three hours to get ready, destroyed my room, and between us all probably had a hundred outfit changes! But dayum we looked good in the end! I would just like to take this moment to acknowledge how beautiful my sisters bestfriend looked because she was just so picture perfect it wasn't even funny! Ngaw and then her and Tamara gave me this huge compliment of doom out of nowhere! Saying that they wished they were as pretty as I am without makeup and I was like gasp really! But it's so cute a bunch of girls getting ready together! Coz we're either giving compliments like that or saying that you look as ugly as troll who hasn't seen a mirror in their whole life and they got dressed in the dark with only clothes from the dump in their closet -.- truly. Haha but we finally all got ready and we were off on our adventure for the night!!

 

When we got into the movie there was a son and a dad who left as soon as the movie started which I thought was so funny but they were obviously just in the wrong theatre! And then there were these two others girls who I just felt so bad for because we did not stop makin noise the whole entire time! And because I'm like the responsible worrier of the group I was telling everyone to be quiet the whole time. But it didn't happen! I just gave up and gave in! We were singing and laughing and ngaaw'ing the whole time! It was such a good movie! I love it and really just wanna watch it again! I love those boys now! They are so sweet and nice, they're so good looking but most of all they are funnaaaay! They ugh they're all so cute and have their inside jokes and they're all like brothers and ugh I just love them!!! It was so much fun with all the girls!

We came home and were all buzzing and downloaded all their music! And all this week we've just been  listening to it and like when Georgette walks past she'll be listening to them and I'll be like ooh gurl das our boys!! It was so fun having Shayne there coz she's a true fan and told us everything hahah she told me Harry's 6'3 but now I just googled it and he's only 5'11 -.- but it's just so fun like being in love and obsessing it fun hahaha! 

So uh yeah I think that's it? When Shayne was here all she was doing was watching their interviews and stuff so now I wanna watch them!! They are pretty perfect and I love them!