Sweet 16.

In like 2 weeks I'll be sixteen. That kinda freaks me out a little. That's half way to 32!! I like being a teenager and I think I'm a pretty mature responsible one too. I went to a kinda big intermediate and highschool for a little while so I met a few people. People from Lytton aren't as bad but there are so many people I know, most of them younger than me, who go out drinking like every weekend.

I know that everyone at my school does that now but in some ways they just seem more mature? Maybe coz I haven't known them since we were eleven like the townies but it just seems alright and normal that they do it? They drink and get high in their gummies and hoodies in the shed with their family which makes it like less worse? But that all these girls and boys get dressed up and go to a house party their parents are like rich successful white people who work in offices and like give them permission to go out with their friends? I don't really know what I'm trying to say, and what they do is really none of my business haha but from what I see, my life is so different to theirs and I wouldn't have it any other way!

I have the best family and friends who I spend my weekends with! My family watch lots of movies and just like chill out but chill out together in the same house/room. When I go to my friends house it's all the way in the wops so we can't really get into trouble! We watch youtube videos and movies. We eat food. I would SOO much rather eat food and drink Teahs juice than stand around freezing my booty off drinking alcohol. 

Next month I'm sixteen. I can honestly say being fifteen was nothing like Taylor Swift said it would be. That will be my status. Yes I pre plan my statuses hahahah. But I'll hopefully go for my learners liscence. My friends will come over and we'll go to the movies and watch Despicable Me 2 then go get a fat feed. Living the dream mate! Sixteen seems like such a big scary number! But next year I'll be seventeen, and then I'll be living in England and then I'll get me a boyfriend and get married and have a house and babies then toddlers and children errmahgerd! Ze future is near and I'm seeer excited!!

No photo coz I'm too sexy for your eyes.

2012.

I have no idea why this has just magically changed the date but this is like from last year! and i was so hanum but i'm not gonna change any of it haha happy happy days!

Helloo!! On the 30th of November it my last ever proper day of school, of a year 11 :O we had to finish our two day safety course for 15 credits so i think i'm pretty much passed level one YAY!!! i' m so extremely proud! i changed a car tyre :D i know everyone else was just like meh a car tyre but i was buzzing, i felt like that was the most successful achievement ever!!! But if we ever actually break down i don't think i'd actually be able to do it by myself though!

so 2012 was my eleventh year of education, i've gone to school for eleven years straight, ohmygoodness, just let that settle in eleven out of my fifteeen years of life :O and only two single years to go. i've just been thinking about this since i got off the bus and me and Olea decided we would make a huge summary of this year. And then everyones doing youtube videos of what they've achieved and stuff so here i go!

this year i have done literally so much stuff i would never have seen myself doing. i've met the most amazing people and just had an absolutely great year! I passed art AND photography, which I thought was a big deal since I'd never considered myself as arty or whatever? Haha I did Manu korero speech competition! I was so bad but I came 10th out of 11 people so I was just proud that I didn't come dead last. I also passed my terrible speech in social studies just with achieved but i was so incredibly thankful for that! I'm such a good public speaker :P I was a student rep for stage challenge haha which actually also involved giving a short introduction speech!! But yeah that was so fun! Sleeping in the marae, hanging out with all the little youngin's love em' well some of em!! Haha I really hope I can be student rep this year too!! Probably my biggest achievement was becoming a student leader or a prefect! I'm only year eleven so I was the youngest but it was so fun! We didn't do a single thing except pick up the rubbish for a little while and do the fruit, but it seriously was a huge honor just being a leader :D um so I guess I'll talk about Japan in another blog but yeah Japan was great! But 2012 was the best year of my life because I made two of them most amazing friends ever, I don't think they actually know how much they've changed me for the better, and just how much I love them! Gaah I do truly have the most amazingly wonderful beautiful perfect best friends in the whole entire world.

So thankyou 2012 for an amazing year and let's see what this year brings! I have lots of goals and plans but nothing major! Do better in school has never really been a big thing for me because dive always just been the best! Haha but last year I was a bit of a bum so I needa not let these new little year elevens upstage me!!

The Regular Show.

Yes I'm 15. Of course I still watch cartoons! I have two younger brothers so I guess I use them as my excuse/cover up. Some of them are the stupidest things ever. But I do love stupid things like candy crush and reality tv so... Today I'm going to talk about one cartoon in particular, not its whole back story and meaning in life just one episode of The Regular Show.

It's called cool bikes, and Benson says that Mordecai and Rigby aren't cool enough for the cart thing. Then they go get new clothes and do all this stuff to try be cool and impress Benson, but he still says they're not cool. A big as group of people crowded around and Benson was like well your still not cool. Then Mordecai and Rigby were all like yah know what we don't care what you think we know we're cool. Err'one was like oh hot damn they don't care! They so fly! Then the cool police came and arrested them for being too cool.

And I just thought that was a beautiful message *gets teary eyed* nah but seriously I thought that was pretty cool! That not carrying and worrying what others thought of you was like a crime of being too cool. Far I love being the way I am not taking things for face value like little kids and being like oh snap I love this show just coz I do!!

Yeah that's just my idea and happy message for the day! The Regular Show all day err'day! Byyye!!

Ze single life.

Yo! It's Ellen and Shayne dog. Shayne likes boys. I like boys. Therefore we've become quite good friends. I've come to the conclusion that blogs have themes sorta? The only blogs I read are my friends but they have themes so those ma examples y'all. Teahs blog is real churchy, but I like it coz I like their church and that's a way how I kinda learn more about it. Oleas blog is now about all the stuff in her memory box which I think is the coolest thing ever and I'm so envious that both of them have these chocka boxes full of they're memories! And my blog, is about myself mostly but I talk about boys quite a bit aswell haha.

Recently we've been on some cool trips for school! The other day we went to Te Waiu for Kapa Haka and just last week we went to Stage Challenge. Me and Shayne and everyone really we was goin fishing!!! We go to a pretty small school with the same people everyday and everyone's pretty much related so it's kind of a big deal for some people when we go places! That's making us sound desperate aaas!! 

At Kapa Haka I thought there was a few good looking maori fellas but then when we went to Stage Challenge which everyone was calling white people Kapa Haka, they were all white boys! So I don't like white boys that much sorry white boys! 

My blogs are so weird what am I even talking about! Okay but at both these events my sister and friends got asked out by multiple guys hahaha!! Me and Ton were just talking about it before and none of them would actually know how old she is! Like she's as tall as me and looks older than she is and because all the people who asked her out were randoms she doesn't know how old they are!

Then me and Shayne were just having a look but Shayne was going hundy it was so funny far I love her!! On the bus at Stage Challenge we started writing this blog together, and we were just talking about da single lyfe yo! And I actually do like it! Yah know! No drama, get to make all the forever alone jokes which are the best!! Sometimes I'm like meeeeh I'm soooo ugly hahah but then I'm like hanum I would be the ugliest girlfriend ever! Relationships in highschool would be the most awkwardest thing at the beginning I reckon! Well for me coz I neva had one! 

Like dont get me wrong! I love love and am the biggest hopeless romantic! Cry like every time I watch a proposal video (which I watch very often haha) love everyone else's relationships and think they're all so cute and I just ugh "any loves story's a good one" :P and I fully know I won't FOREVER alone, I mean how can something as sexy as me be alone forever! See ma point, it's a good one.

And just to contradict everything I just said! I think about having a boyfriend/husband a freakish amount more than the average girl. It's so weird but I do! One day we'll watch disney movies and go on dates. He can have a cool story bro jumper to match mine! Watching horror movies and going on picnics and just errmahgerd why on earth do I think so much! And why am I telling you all!?!

I'm just living in the shadow of my sister! Haha she's had two boyfriends and has been asked out multiple times haha! I've accepted the fact now that she'll probably get married before me and I'm okay with that haha Oosh getting dramatic! I dunno what I'm tryna say? Nobody cares haha I'm single and I'm fine with that. Yeah. I was a Kapa Haka princess and then the best white maori student rep at Stage Challenge. Laughing at all the forever alone jokes till I'm not. And I like it that way :D byyye!

Can't leave this post without blessing yo' eyes with my face! Huuurrs me and Shaney :D matching hoodies yo!

Dreams dreams dreams.

Decided imma write me dreams down on here coz I have the weirdest randomest dreams! Can't decide if I should write my older ones as well that I've written in my journal? Maybe I'll write them one day when I'm bored!

Okrrrd! Last night haha

It was like candy crush and I walked into this level and the kardashian sisters were there and I had to like fight them like fruit ninja! Then Kim, the pregnant one, was like errmahgerd and had to like go lie on the couch! S then the Jonas brothers came in and I had to fight them and it was just random as!

I'm just gonna do that every morning I remember my random dreams! But probably not in the morning coz I have like five minutes to get ready hahaha

Being a Kapa Haka princess.

A few weeks ago I had to step up and perform for our school Kapa Haka group. One of the girls rolled her ankle so I had to do ma job and rock that stage! I was dismissed from my classes to practise haha I love my school! I was so nervous because I knew how much it meant to everyone and I didn't want to muck it up! My beautiful sister helped me with the poi and I got the one and only Kapa Haka Queen and little doughboy Hun to help me while they practiced their speeches. It was fun but just scary knowing that I had three days to learn a bracket! 

But I did it!! We went up to Te Waiu (where they have the best looking boys) Had the best feeds, made the best memories and I performed!! I felt so sick before we went on and I did muck up up but then everyone said they did haha! We came second!!....the other way :/ which we so didn't deserve! Everyone looked so good and I can't wait to see the actually video! Because the video we do have is not that great. I told everyone my job was important, Lytton have all these great photos and we have a bad quality video :/ err'one needs to stop worrying bout me and just worry bout themselves because if I didn't like something I wouldn't do it! And if I don't wanna do something then I don't. Oosh that turned into a rant quickly! But I was there to help out and performing was not what I had in mind but as long as I helped and that's like my favourite thing to do is make others feel good by helping! 

But yeah I'm super happy I helped out! I'm so proud of our speakers and everyone and just like a proud momma! Love that group, love my school love ma whole life yah know!!