Friday 30 January 2015

January Favourites.

Michael Bublé's song Home has been on repeeeeeat and being sung at the top of my lungs. Ahahahahhaha I've only been here a month but that songs just pure brill.

Louisa Wendorf and Devin Dawson's Taylor Swift mash up of Blank Space and Style it is sooooo freaking good like unbelievably good I love it so much, the part where he sings "long hair, slick back, white t-shirt" awww man it's just amazingly perfect and I haven't stopped listening to it, it's just so great, err'body listen tew et!!

Online freaking shopping. All I've been doing since I got here!! All the Christmas and New Years sales without going outside ahahahahahaha I've got so much good stuff I love it so much and because I live in England the shipping isn't even more expensive than the product ahahahahahahahahhaha so lovin life, thanks mum for my Christmas muuuullaaaaa

Tomato sauce, literally have it on every single thing at the mo ahahaha.

Dressing up!! I really like it a lot, making an actual effort to look pretty all the time over here, the only place I ever go is to the supermarket, but Bae might be there sau gotta look hawt. It's winter over here so scarves, beanies, jackets and all that and I just love it!!

Saying "hiya" I dunno why but I just really love that word now!! To everyone.

Friday 16 January 2015

New Years.

So it's obviously New Years and y'all know what that means!! New Years resolutions!! I have quite a long list of em this year ahahaha and i chucked them all on my insta but I'm gonna put em here so i can elaborate more ahahah.

Smile more. Just simply have a smile on my face all the time. I started doing this last year, like when i caught myself doing nothing or just having a relaxed face, i don't think i have cbf (chronic b*tch face) but its still not a smile, so if i was on a bus or concentrating on my work i'd just try and remember to smile.

Read more. I have so many books but have quite a short attention span. I want to read at least 20 books this year. I think that's pretty reasonable?

Go out more. I live in freaking England. And for the past two weeks all I've seen is the four walls of my bedroom, so I needa make some friends, get my liscense and gtfo ahahhah just go on adventures and say yes to opportunities that come ma waaay!

Dance more. It's a bit hard now in my little temporary room but its made me miss having a speaker and playing my music really loud and just having little dance parties when i can't sleep, i wanna get back into that, just in my undies or my towel or whatever and just dancing.

Give more. I want this to be a very generous year. Giving without wanting to receive anything in return, making people feel good and happy about themselves and the world around them, that there are still good people in the world. "The world is full of nice people, if you can't find one, be one"

Write more. I write a lot, lists, journals, emails, job applications ahahahhaa but I want to write more on here and write more of my life down. I email my mum every single day as like a diary entry, then I copy those emails into blogposts so that i can always go back and see and all that stuff. But on this blog, last year my goal was to write 100 posts in a year and 10 a month and i did a lot of diary entries for that because i was doing fun and exciting things, but since i have my journal blog and i will be out just living life, my goal for this year is simply just 5 posts a month. and i think thats quite reasonable. That's 1 post a week plus my monthly favourites so i think that's good. And by not having an overall total to achieve, i wont fizzle out when i hit that mark like i did last year when i got to 100 posts.

Cook more. I'm basically an adult now but like it's that awkward stage where i'm not an adult ahahaha but i live with my nana and grandad and i make all my own food, i dont eat what they eat, i buy a different set of groceries at the supermarket and lately all thats been consisting of is pizza and chips. So i want to broaden my horizons and actually start cooking instead of taking things from the freezer and putting them in the oven, actually buying ingredients instead of boxes of ready meals ahahahaha so yeah how bout cook at least two meals a week, from actual ingredients. I think thats easy enough to achoeve.

Appreciate more. Mum always says she loves doing things with and for me because I show my emotions, like I think I am quite vocal and honest about how I'm feelings, not as much as others, but better than Ton and Gregor who never say anything ahahahhahahaha. But I want to be much more vocal about appreciating people and the big and little things they do, not just for me but for everyone, just appreciate everything and everyone around me.

Create more. People always tell me I'm a creative person but I don't really believe it because there are people more creative than me, but that's stupid coz there's always someone better, there's only one best and so I should just work on using my creative abilities. So I want to do that. Create beautiful things that are cool ahahahahah.

Love myself more. Everyone is always going on about how we need to love ourselves more, and like how can you expect anyone to love if you don't love yourself, but thats not true, like there are people in your life who will love you no matter what and how you feel, and its difficult to love yourself every second of everyday, but i think it is so important to do so. It's dang hard but it's so doable like its yourself, you're the only person you're with you're whole entire life so if you're in a constant state of putting yourself, its gonna mess you up, like you wouldn't want someone else to say some of the the things you think about yourself so like why do you think them to yourself ahahah does that make sense? Not really, but anyways i wanna work on working on myself, falling in love with my self and being content with who i am, changing the things that are changeable but also accepting unchangeable flaws yah know? So yeah.

Sparkle more. One of my favourite quotes is "She leaves a little sparkle wherever she goes" or "She who leaves a trail of glitter is never forgotten" and idk i just want to leave a good impression and like be remembered as a sparkly person yah know, so i just really love that, I've fallen in love with all things gold and glittery so i just love those quotes and wanna work on leaving a trail of glitter everywhere i go, not literally like Ton said when i read her that quote ahahahaha but i just like it so i wanna do that this year, make an impression.

And just a few things i wanna do less that are self explanatory and don't need big paragraphs ahahahaha.

Stress less.
Judge less.
Care less.
Complain less.

Ahaha i dunno i just wanna have fun and be a good person yah know. Happy New Years y'all. Peace.