Be nice.

I think about funerals and weddings way more than I should. Like way more than any normal person. But I think about the speeches that are said at those events. I think about my what I'll say at Olea and Teahs weddings when they've just met a boy. I think about what I'll say at each of my family members funerals and I always wonder what people will say at mine. That's so depressing and weird but I care about my legacy and think about it a lot. When I leave this earth what I'll be remembered for, what an individual person will remember about me, if I ever impacted them in any way. 

I'm reading this book (since Christmas yes I take forever) and one of the characters is always smiling. No matter what, he's got a big genuine smile on his face. He works at Starbucks, he smiles and cares about each costumer, he asks them how their day is and is just a really nice, happy guy!

I'm usually a pretty happy person and am gonna try be even happier but I wanna be nicer, be genuinely nice aswell. I want to be remembered as a nice person, who would go out of their way for anyone. I would do any thing for my friends and have a real small close circle that I care about. I put a lot of thought into their birthday and Christmas presents, I'm not tryna brag or anything, their problems are my problems and I think I'm an alright friend to my best friends, but I could be better. Listen instead of waiting for my turn to talk. I read that and it really hit me! Coz that's what I do!! And it's so hard for me not to! So I needa change that, listen, listen to everyone! My friends, family, acquaintances, enemies oosh. But yeah listen.

I want to smile! Smile all the time! Just smile. Smile at anyone and everyone! Because a smile is a curve that can set everything straight :D And my nana always used to tell me "when you smile it makes another smile and then they'll pass that smile on to another and soon the whole world will be smiling" or something like that and I know there's an actual poem or something that's really cool but like I just wanna spread the love! Ahahaha but when walking around, in the car, buying something just smile at someone. They may not even notice or it may make their day. Gurl yo mouth got the power to change someone's life!

Smiling is infectious

You catch it like the flu

When someone smiled at me today

I started smiling too

I walked around the corner

And someone saw me grin

When he smiled I realised

I had passed it on to him

I thought about the smile

And then realised its worth

A single smile like mine

Could travel round the earth

So if you feel a smile begin

Don't leave it undetected

Start an epidemic

And get the world infected.

I also want to hug people more! That's so weird but I do! Like maybe it's coz I'm white but Maoris always hug! All the time! And I love hugs and so does Hurutea, especially in summer time -_- but like when I meet someone or even just like new friends just hug'em and I know that's kinda weird and some people don't like hugs but most people like them and think it's nice. Obviously if it's like too weird I won't but yeah that's just yeah :D

Stop judging so much! It's so bad and so easy to do! People in real life and even just on tv! Like I don't know if the tv thing is bad but me and Ton will always be judging everything about movies and tv shows! What a character says and does, what they wear like just everything! Is it bad? I think it's bad that it's so easy and fun as well! We'll be cracking up at all this stuff. And that's what like the mean girls in those shows do. And then in real life or celebrities, coz they're in real life, stop judging everyone! Especially just by what you've heard about them! Making an impression on what could be total bull kaka that someone else has told you! And stop judging people if they like something I don't like or don't like something I like! It's crazy that we judge people for their likes and dislikes and sometimes make them hide their love for that thing!! It's so stupid! So no trash talking people or things because it could hurt other people. I definetely know that I hate it when my mum says she doesn't like something I don't like, like John Mayer coz I dunno it sort of does make you feel a bit different about them, coz you don't personally know them or know they're opinion and then one of the people you love most in the world has a bad opinion about them yeah I dunno? So promote what I love instead of bashing what I hate.

And uh yeah. Don't be a dick be nice, even when someone's being a dick to you. Everyone, every single person on this earth has a life, people who love them and who they love, and you impact everyone's lives. That's crazy but you do, and you as a single person have the power to change the world. Ole motivational speech but yeah so I'm gonna be nice, I mean it's not gonna cause any damage, is it?