Animuls.

I love animals so much! The other day we watched this show about all THE cutest animals ever! They were all little tiny animals! Munchkin cats, teacup dogs, micro pigs, miniature ponies, gaaaah just too much cuteness! And that's when I actually thought about how much I love and obsess over animals!!

When I was younger I wanted to be a marine biologist, mainly because it sounded so professional and cool, I hardly even knew you had to do for it, and I don't even like science and biology! But I super duper love marine animals! I was born in the water so love swimming and am always the last to get out of the pool when all my siblings are out with towels wrapped around them! I love love love aquariums, I think they're the best things ever, not coz like all the fishes and stuff are in captivity that's like the bad side but I just love them! I love how blue the whole building is, seeing all the sharks and like dangerous predators, all the bright colourful creatures I just love aquariums and aquatic animals so much!! I honestly think it would be so cool working at an aquarium! Like you'd just get to swim round with fishes and seals all day long!! I wanna go swimming with whale sharks sooo bad! I think that would be the best thing ever! I really wanna go to the motel in Dubai where they have the room that has the aquarium as the wall! That would just be so amazingly perfect!!

When I was about seven we had three cats. Chloe, Licorice, and Jam Jar. Chloe was the old cat and then Licorice was my cat and she had her kittens on my bed, which it now know means that she trusted me the most or something like that which is so cool! I remember when she had her kittens and they were in their little box and I was talking to my nana on the phone and it was back in the olden days hahahaha but we had a proper big white phone with like an antenna and all, but I was talking to her and I was like "look nana look at my kittens" and thought that she could see them through the phone and she just pretended that she could, far I like fully remember that! So we were only allowed to keep one kitten and gave the rest away, so we kept one and it didn't have a name until one day Ton was playing with it in like our little play kitchen. We were fully set up! We had a little oven and just all that stuff that toy kitchens had, but we had little baby food jars as like "ingredient holders" and Ton somehow manager to put one of the jars on the little kittens head, idiot! So then dad had to get a hammer and smash the glass carefully, but that's why we called him Jam Jar! Every single morning, when I used to actually wake up before noon, I would fill up all of their bowls with food and that was my job and I did it every single morning! Far how do I even remember this! 

So then the little cats all just ran away I think? We don't really know what happened to them, but it obviously didn't affect me too much coz I don't remember? But ever since then I've wanted another kitten but my dad always said no and when I was like nine I made a slideshow of why I should have a kitten. The award for ugliest child goes to me. But it was so ugly and my mum loves it so much like honestly she still talks about it and how cute it was but my dad still said no. And now just this recent Christmas Ton somehow convinced dad to let me have one! It was gonna be the greatest Christmas ever and it would have been so perfect but our landlord said we weren't allowed one! Gaah I was honestly so sad when mum and Ton told me!! As soo as I get to England and I'm like settled down that's me man I'm getting a kitten!! I'm free I can do what I want hahahahha!!

Once I watched this movie and I don't remember what it was called but it had a blonde lady in it and she lived in the city in an apartment but she had a little pet pig!! And ever since then I've wanted one too! Another childhood story...when I was little and we lived on our farm we had a pig for so long like pretty much my whole life we lived out there! It was called Badger coz it had black patches kinda like a cow. Me and my sister were little farm babies so we'd always go feed the pigs and like call them up gaah we were so cute nahahahahaha!! My mum was obsessed with pigs! Literally everything in her room was pigs! She had a little sign on her door, so so so many little figurines, this weird quilt thing she was just obsessed! And now I want one hahaha! When I grow up I'm gonna live in the country and have pigs and fluffy cows, fluffy chickens, a donkey, I'm gonna have a bunny and a kitten, I'm just gonna have so many animals, but just like a cute little farm, it's gonna be super cute!! But not dogs, I don't really like dogs that much, I'm definetely a cat person.

My favouritest animal in the whole entire world are Pandas! I'm obsessed with them! I can spend hours watching videos of them, I follow like four accounts on insta that are just photos of pandas and I check the hashtag daily! I literally love them so much! I have a little panda notebook, a round little Chapstick, a pillow case and even the cutest little iPod case! When I went to Japan I looked up if there was a panda sanctuary near where I was staying but it was literally on the other side of the country but these girls got placed in the area where it was and I was sooo jealous coz all I got to look at was dinosaur museum! But I'm still thankful nonetheless (haha that is a weird single word!) I think it would be so cool if I grew up and worked with Pandas! Like I could look after the little babies in their cots and feed them and just play all day it would be so cute and I'd never want to go home! But then that obviously means I'd have to learn a whole nother language!! Like honestly how can anybody not love them, they make my heart melt! But gaaah I just love them so much and I want to see one in real life so so so badly!! I wanna see a chameleon too because those are hella epic!!

Oi what even was that! Just a huge ramble about animals, what, that's just 3am can't get to sleep writing for yah! But oh well I'm still gonna post it coz I ain't gon waste that beautiful essay of a post!! I love animals so much and wanna smish em, I'm so lame and weird :D