Have confidence and say yes.

Laaaaaast resolution!! I want to have more confidence in myself. Be more outgoing. Not reaally worry or stress about what people think of me, just be me! I really don't even know what else to say. here just read this and do it ahahaha!

But I'm gonna say yes a lot more. Hurutea will abuse this power so much and invite me to everything which is good ahahaha gotta have dem frands that help you achieve yo' goals! It's my last year of highschool and I'm gonne make absolute most of it! Say yes to more absolutely crazy and spontaneous plans my friends make with or without me, just show up ahahaha! Coz like I'm just gonna have fun! Not that much harm can come from it! And if whatever I'm doing does suck I just gotta choose happiness and tough it out for a few hours! Sau yeah. Yes.

A day with the Tahuris.

I'm just gonna do more of these kinda day vlog things ahahahahha but like just journal entries coz well it's tidier than writing haha and I find it faster coz yah know it's the 21st century and no one uses paper hahaha! Sau yeah! And coz like today was a really fun chilled day and when I grow up and I'm rich and famous I can still remember the old simple days nahahaha!

Me and my Hurutea made plans yesterday for a movie day. Quick and spontaneous plans are our kinda our thing. And Olea was gonna come too but she slept in. Idiot. Nahaha, but I was on Okhello with her last night anyways so it's aight! This morning I woke up at six thirty coz yah know I'm so organized and am tryna prepare fo skewl! And now I'm so tired haha after a day of doing nothing! So I went into town with my pappy and listened to Ed Sheeran the whole way, best thing in the morning! Dad was stressing coz he had a job to go to and was like get ready to tuck and roll the hansim.

I got to Huruteas house and just walked in, the house smelled like yum cooking, I chucked my stuff on the couch and was like whut where is everywun. Then a very sleepy Hurutea came out of her parents room and told me about her weird dream. We talked about everything, we just saw eachother on Monday but I doubt we will never ever have nothing to talk about! We set up mattresses got blankets, ate chocolate and drank juice. Argued with the babies about having their breakfast haha. Then tried to watch sleeping beauty online but it wasn't working so we watched Frozen! Had to wait for ages for everyone to be settled ahahah! Then the bestest movie watching experience ever!! The comfiest couch which is honestly my favourite thing about Huruteas house, and then Shane little human google saying every single word, literally every single word right in Huruteas ear, then me and Cyenne joined in and suing all the words to the songs it was just so great!! 

At lunch time we ordered pizza! Our life is such a movie I love it so much!! It literally took it one hour to sort every thing out! It was so expensive for like delivery and we were so confused about everything but we had pizza (I kept the receipt, gotta fill dat memory box) and watched The Rise of the Guardians and then Richie Rich which is such a cool movie and makes me wanna have a cool as life ahahahah jealous as of a twelve year old boy!! 

Then my dad picked my up I got iced tea and then I sat in the truck in a field of onions while he looked at a tree. Hashtag tree surgeons daughter problems. Came home Horiette was here as usualand then we went for a swaaaam and yeh that was my day. It was so nice having a lazy day but with a friend so it didn't feel so lazy? No photos coz we were too busy doing nothing! Yeah and I love my friends and their families, which I'm a part of hahaha! And now I'm going to a wedding thang on Saturday!! Yeeeh lovin lyfe.

Memories of 2013.

Gaaah I've said it before and I'll say it again! But 2013 was the best year of my life! Here's a list of just some of the memories and funniest parts of my year! Mainly so I can come back when I'm grown up and reminisce about the perfect year that was 2013! 

Going to Rere with Hurutea and Olea and everyone the day after I got back from England

Then getting a flat tyre and me and Olea being dicks saying all the steps

My uncle swearing in a church

Where did I go wrong I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness

I can't believe it

Baby morphing

In the sound room and Hun couldn't get up

Come on guys

Reeeeeeal mature

Boy toucher

Ed sheenan

Life story: No thanks

You liked his status, do you like him?

Caleb's dance video 

Penetration

I'm not angry I'm frustrated!

It's not a try yet

Lolza

Puncha yo buns!

When I sat on Oleas butt

Shut. Shut up I'm recording

All our stupid wife me jokes

Comic sans

Hurutea saying Love Story was her favourite Taylor Swift song then not saying the right lyrics

Sitting on Oleas butt

Coz I wasn't a boy, but you are important

Sam having one piece of bacon and dad saying he was on a diet

Dinner at the Lloyd's playing would you rather 

Calling Tamara hanging up and saying I love you

Stage challenge when Awe came back on stage with his arm thing gaah just funniest part of the year man!

Getting relationship quotes

20 kids working at Walmart

Calling all the year 11's little kids then I got in trouble

Shaynes kutu head

Teahs dance at revolution

"Yup the weather can affect your learning" "oh like if there's a rainbow outside"

Philippine time

When Antonio bought a whole ice cream container of mashed potatoes for lunch

Your hair looks better pushed back

Watching the Hagrid, Avatar make up tutorial girl with O'Teah

My cousin not taking his gumboots off in the photo

I can't do this friendship thing anymore, not friends not enemies just people who don't talk

Olea throwing chocolate at Sister Hayward

Leroy being unique

Harlem shakes omg! "If they woulda just waited I woulda thought of that idea"

Sheepy smile

Playing Big Buddha at FHE

Changing my d.p then waiting for Daniel to comment on it

When they were playing the Taylor Swift goat remix on the tv and Darcy kept stopping it! Far that was funny!

Hun being scared of my insect face

Have you got head turrets 

Baby bachelor and snapchating Darcy's cousin

Breakup lines

Homai te pakipaki mo Te Karaka Area School

Acting out twilight scenes with Ton

Playing hopscotch with Olea 

Dat ass doe

Bly always hacking my insta, pahleh

Sunday jr

Chater shaving his hair in class

Rock field trip! Sheep rocks, falling asleep on a hansim shoulder, then printing off photos of sheep with the rock name

Cano-pena mamangawai

Tons hair getting stuck in the hair dryer

Sippy Sippy

Pack of Maoris

Ka waiata he kororia

"I don't want a ring that costs millions of dollars" "I don't think Daniel has that much money"

We have to protect the bakers of tomorrow 

The whole class watching epic fails

Hahahahahah Kiri coming in and saying oh is this Jono and Ben then had a huge as pause then said at 10

Caleb laughing at mums speech

Glacéau

You disrespect me, disrespect ma family

"I can't wait til you get asked out" "same"

See it is school photos! No that's a relief teacher

I am dark vader

Going to the Duffy show, Shayne and Sheldon screaming

Dribbling milk and being a watermelon

East to the West down North up South

Antonio, Antarge, Awe and Ikivalu's jellybean video!

What are you gonna study how to get a husband

At Rere again and me and Hurutea legit dying of laughter with the boogie board

Oh I'm from Ruatoria

Making videos on the campion girls iPod

When Olea snorted

5 o'10

Are you are you a tree

Ahahahahahaha when Hurutea was getting mad at her mum for taking her stuff then Awe walked in and just tried to put them back without getting noticed! Sorry Hurutea but that was so funny!

Omg when Olea was changing the wifi names!! That was hilarious!

Butt chins

Me hitting Ton with the bag of candy then it breaking and dropping all on the ground, then Cody walking past

All of us talking about fancy and then Georgette talking about fried bread burgers

At Stage Challenge and everyone being fruitness

It's a bluetiful day

What are you tryna do heat up the whole of Te Karaka and then Dione laughing but not even understanding til I explained 

Me and Ton being hyper at the dentist when she walked over the pole

Comparing Darcy and Daniels heads

Chater biking at the fire drill

Hi mum, hi mum

Voice messaging Olea hard about the triangle then Huns video "Darcy will be your brother in law"

Mine and Ngahuias language

Does that give you pleasure

Hey myself yeah myself I feel it in the one drop

"Flirting" at celebration hui

Me and Bly making insta videos

Ellen needs her own pizza

Darcys rape whistle

When Matua Sol gave me a birthday cake

Tons not here go home video

Zooming in on photos with Irene

Uncle tony excited about Nutella

Darcys six posts on my birthday 

"Daniel is in a relationship with Ellen"

X-factor whenua patuwai tomato pachaweewee

what da hak

 Darcy saying Daniel was Hercules and thinking he was Cupid that was the funniest thing ever

Watching the boys play the game with Angel and Dione

Uncle Tony saying my hair was so soft he couldn't feel it

"Them two are in love with me"

Bly twerking

Me and olea dying of laughter at my old man laugh

Jai not being able to say stick or shark

Not texting Tamara back so she said Daniel 

Oleas uglyness saying the "She kisses my booboos" thing on the bus

Me Teah and Olea lying in our Koka Karyns bed talking about our first dates

Diones song dumb reasons to cry

When I thought I grabbed my socks but actually no

Me and Dione putting in tin foil grills

Me and olea dancing on the last day of term, like full on high school musical everything and then Scott and Karyn were watching us and cracking up

Antarge narrating as the sun

When my mum emailed us a list of jobs to do

Being on national tv whitest tallest greenest

Our wreath at ANZAC being a whole garden

When my brothers broke oleas door and she was like you break you buy

Uncle Tony saying wife me

Bly dropping her pen to see da booty

And that's not even half of the goodness! But das all I can remember right now :D

Be nice.

I think about funerals and weddings way more than I should. Like way more than any normal person. But I think about the speeches that are said at those events. I think about my what I'll say at Olea and Teahs weddings when they've just met a boy. I think about what I'll say at each of my family members funerals and I always wonder what people will say at mine. That's so depressing and weird but I care about my legacy and think about it a lot. When I leave this earth what I'll be remembered for, what an individual person will remember about me, if I ever impacted them in any way. 

I'm reading this book (since Christmas yes I take forever) and one of the characters is always smiling. No matter what, he's got a big genuine smile on his face. He works at Starbucks, he smiles and cares about each costumer, he asks them how their day is and is just a really nice, happy guy!

I'm usually a pretty happy person and am gonna try be even happier but I wanna be nicer, be genuinely nice aswell. I want to be remembered as a nice person, who would go out of their way for anyone. I would do any thing for my friends and have a real small close circle that I care about. I put a lot of thought into their birthday and Christmas presents, I'm not tryna brag or anything, their problems are my problems and I think I'm an alright friend to my best friends, but I could be better. Listen instead of waiting for my turn to talk. I read that and it really hit me! Coz that's what I do!! And it's so hard for me not to! So I needa change that, listen, listen to everyone! My friends, family, acquaintances, enemies oosh. But yeah listen.

I want to smile! Smile all the time! Just smile. Smile at anyone and everyone! Because a smile is a curve that can set everything straight :D And my nana always used to tell me "when you smile it makes another smile and then they'll pass that smile on to another and soon the whole world will be smiling" or something like that and I know there's an actual poem or something that's really cool but like I just wanna spread the love! Ahahaha but when walking around, in the car, buying something just smile at someone. They may not even notice or it may make their day. Gurl yo mouth got the power to change someone's life!

Smiling is infectious

You catch it like the flu

When someone smiled at me today

I started smiling too

I walked around the corner

And someone saw me grin

When he smiled I realised

I had passed it on to him

I thought about the smile

And then realised its worth

A single smile like mine

Could travel round the earth

So if you feel a smile begin

Don't leave it undetected

Start an epidemic

And get the world infected.

I also want to hug people more! That's so weird but I do! Like maybe it's coz I'm white but Maoris always hug! All the time! And I love hugs and so does Hurutea, especially in summer time -_- but like when I meet someone or even just like new friends just hug'em and I know that's kinda weird and some people don't like hugs but most people like them and think it's nice. Obviously if it's like too weird I won't but yeah that's just yeah :D

Stop judging so much! It's so bad and so easy to do! People in real life and even just on tv! Like I don't know if the tv thing is bad but me and Ton will always be judging everything about movies and tv shows! What a character says and does, what they wear like just everything! Is it bad? I think it's bad that it's so easy and fun as well! We'll be cracking up at all this stuff. And that's what like the mean girls in those shows do. And then in real life or celebrities, coz they're in real life, stop judging everyone! Especially just by what you've heard about them! Making an impression on what could be total bull kaka that someone else has told you! And stop judging people if they like something I don't like or don't like something I like! It's crazy that we judge people for their likes and dislikes and sometimes make them hide their love for that thing!! It's so stupid! So no trash talking people or things because it could hurt other people. I definetely know that I hate it when my mum says she doesn't like something I don't like, like John Mayer coz I dunno it sort of does make you feel a bit different about them, coz you don't personally know them or know they're opinion and then one of the people you love most in the world has a bad opinion about them yeah I dunno? So promote what I love instead of bashing what I hate.

And uh yeah. Don't be a dick be nice, even when someone's being a dick to you. Everyone, every single person on this earth has a life, people who love them and who they love, and you impact everyone's lives. That's crazy but you do, and you as a single person have the power to change the world. Ole motivational speech but yeah so I'm gonna be nice, I mean it's not gonna cause any damage, is it? 

Get organized.

Simply wake up earlier so I have time to get ready and I'm making the day mine, I dunno like I read something somewhere that when you wake up for you it makes more sense than waking up because you have to and you have to get ready and go to school, but like it's your choice I dunno yeah, so I'll wake up at 6.30 and make my bed every single morning. Have a shower and get ready! Have breakfast every morning too.

I'm gonna be super organized every day at school. Have each weeks tasks handed in tidily and all stapled together. Keep each subjects stuff together in a section in my folder. I'll have a pen everyday and just have everything ready and stuff.

My room is gonna be super tidy every day. EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THIS YEAR. Because when my rooms tidy it honestly makes me happier! I have so much clutter and junk but I just have one more year here and then it's all going and I'll only be able to take a suitcase of stuff with me so! Like I always just stack everything up, why don't I just put it away straight away!! But my bed will be made and nothing will be on the floor, all my washing will be done and put away. I'll put my washing out every Friday afternoon not every Sunday morning!! Huruteas room is always clean and organized, every morning she makes her bed so perfectly like in a magazine or something with her hundreds of pillows and blankets at the foot of her bed. Hurutea you're an inspiration. 

I'll lay out my uniform each night and make sure my shelves are like ready for me to make me pretty the next day :D And yeah just be organized! So I don't get stressed and I dunno it's just good to be organized!! This is so ugly but so am I nahahahah

January Favourites.

Just gonna chuck in more stuff and just say all my favourite things of all this month or week or just right now! Sau yeah just a big ramble like usual :D

My favourite song is A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope. Biggest thanks ever to Natalia and Olea! Completely and utterly obsessed with this song and now all his other songs which I've just spent the past two hours downloading and just completely falling in love with! I love obsessing and getting every single song! Ton hates it haha but I gotta listen to em all! I wanna play the song in the car but everyones like change it it's so depressing and slow. No. It's beautiful and perfect.

I've been listening to the Cinderella Story movie soundtrack so much haha! It's in my top three movies with She's the Man and Tangled and I already have the She's the Man soundtrack, but my favourite songs are I'll Be by Edwin McCain and May Angels Lead You In by Jimmy Eat World!

Obsessed with Colbie Caillat!! Her song I Do is so catchy and happy and just gah! Like all her songs are just happy and just make me smile daaaw hahahah! But I haven't gone completely obsessive i just a few that i could get from iTube search which aint many, if any.

And Trumpets too by Jason Derulo I hate this song with a passion ahahahahha but I love it so much! It's the most innapropriate ugliest song and his voice gives me a headache but i just always have it stuck i my head, always play it in the car, I know every word, it's in my favourites on my iPod just gaaah it's so ugly!

Yay favourite place ahahahahah! But it's legitametely Nuhaka ahahahaha i know it's just the memory from that one day but I honestly have not stopped talking about Nuhaka, the bridge, the boys, everything! All my family and the ones we went camping with are so sick and tired of me talking about them! But i got to see some of The Crew today at Rere which was so cool and so funny coz it was all of us who went camping so they were like what those are the Nuhaka boys from Nuhaka where you jumped off the Nuhaka bridge hahahaha!

My favourite drink is McDonalds Caramel Frappe! Far I'm sophisticated nahahaha I don't even like coffee but that is so nooice and it does make me feel fancy.

And my favourite photo is the best one of life of my Hurutea when she was littler ahahahhaha even just thinking about it makes me crack up!! I'm legit gonna frame it on my wall it's so funny. Ole creepy as!

that's it. Far I always have big ideas for my blogs but then nah just dumbness. But at least when i'm older I'll be able to come back and remember and reminisce about the songs and stuff I love :D yeh. i dunno hahaha.

ALSO Happy five year Anniversary to ma momma and pappi ahahahah nah to my mum and dad! dats it.

Camping.

Yesterday I just got back from Camping. My family and our family bestfriends (?) go every year and it's honestly one of my favourite times of the year! This year my cousins girlfriend and her mom came down which was fun! She's seems so nice and they are so cute together.

Four days of swimming, tanning...kinda, jumping off the wharf (which definetely wasn't as fun as the Nuhaka bridge and I made everyone aware of my opinion all week,) raining then having to weatherproof everything, sleeping when the sun goes down and waking up when it rises, playing cards and board games, no wifi, beach walks, boogie boarding, blasting music, sand EVERYWHERE, re-arranging camp chairs every five minutes, beach hair and just top knots the whole time, a tonne of photos, wrecked nails, scatergories,  twerking, stories about america, junk food, just packets and packets of chips, and so much ice cream, bunch of laughs and jokes, everyone just taking the mic out of eachother, a whole lot of kissing girlfriends and so many memories!

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