March Favourites

Andrew Lowe! He's such a cool youtube, I feel like he's the boy version of Olea like he's just so monotone and doesn't care but then gets excited about things and his sense of humour and so i got to binge watch his videos which I have done that in ages!

My adorable duvet that nana found in the guest room, i loose it so much and its so just simple and chic and classy ahahahahah, it just a single white duvet with black hearts on it. I leave it downstairs for when i watch greys, its so comfy and cozy on the uncommon and uncanny couches ahhahha.

Greys Anatomy. Absolutely obsessed. We have Sky Boxsets so I've been watching at least two or three episodes a day, ten on days I'm not working. I love watching it from the start and them being interns aw it was just so good but its so hard because I'm falling in love with all these characters but i know they're gonna leave. I bawled my eyes out when George died and like aw man i just crack up at them and then cry and get mad and i just love that its on tv and i just go in at night when grandad goes to sleep but i just love it so freaking much!!

Work! Being a freaking waitress, i feel like I'm in a movie and this is what I'm supposed to be doing yah know, like in my life plan this is what i need to do. I love the people i work with, i love having money even though i just spend it shopping online, i love getting attention from customers being like oh where are you from, and just getting the piss taken out of me ole ahahahah.

Orange juice and lemonade, i have a big huge tumbler cup and so i really like drinking a huge as cup when i watch Greys, but its so yuck if nana buys pulpy orange juice.

The last five years, its the stupidest most confusing movie ever, but i bought the soundtrack and I'm obsessed!! Aw i just get them stuck in my head and i just love them, the Ohio one and she's like Richard who was with got uncharacteristically quite and said all things considered i guess you don't have to buy it, so i smiled like mona lisa and i laid my visa dooooown, i just love it. 

Oil pens, don't even look at me if you use normal ball point pens.

Mint chocolate ice cream and salted caramel ice blocks, self explanatory. I love ice cream a lot and those are noice ones.

Figure out what you don't want.

Last year me and Hurutea were having a deep and meaningful and freaking out about life and how we have to make all these big huge decisions that shape the rest of our lives so we googled "how to deal with a quarter life crisis" ahahahaha and it came up with a Buzzfeed article which is obviously my fave ahahahah. The two things that we liked the most were "hang out with people who aren't our age" because everyone our age is in the same boat, freaking out about the big decisions, and then we're just comparing ourselves with everyone else who may have a tiny bit more of their plan figured out ahahahah so if you hang out with older people, they already have everything figured out!! So theyre just dripping with guidance and advice to give. That's perfect for me because I've literally come over here and have no friends at all and just hang out with all my mum and dads friends, and my nana and grandad ahahahaha so I've got more wisdom coming my way then you can dream of! Then the second thing we fell in love with was instead of making this one single big huge decision "figure out what you don't want to do" and I'm absolutely in love with that. So that's what I'm doing over here, figuring out what I don't like or want and it's actually so surprising. Like some of them are big things and some of them are tiny ahahahah but it's all about figuring out who i a and becoming my own person, like coming over here mighta been a mistake but at then end i know that i will have learnt heaps and like had experiences that i wouldn't have had back home yah know? So yeah, i love that so much and my life motto will peobably be "Figure out what you don't want" coz like its so cool coz its allowing yourself to accept all the mistakes you make, just in that one sentence. Like yup i messed up, now i know i can't do that, or don't like this and i dunno i just like it.