Today.

So a little while ago, aages ago, last year when we were getting strawberries, wait it was on the day of the senior dinner! Me and Hurutea we're freaking out about how this day, any, each and every single day will never ever happen again. Ever. In all time and history!! The day is 24 hours long and then that's it it's over. You can't go back and changed what's happened you can't do something you forgeot to do, say something you didnt say, hug someone you didnt hug, every action you took that day was there forever and always, nothing at all can change what happen. Days where history has been made, days where you've gone on big adventures, made meories, taken photos, days where you've stayed in your pyjamas all day and watched New Girl, they all add up to your life. Ahahah this is sounding all deep and philosophical but really it's not it's just the truth! Days where you learn new things, cry, smile, laugh, loose friends and family, gain friends and family, finish a book, eat too much food, wear a cute outfit, write a stupid story, affect someones life for the better or get into a massive fight with someone! Everyday is a new fresh clean start, it's brand new every morning because yesterdays gone, it's never ever coming back no matter what anyone thinks, and thats really really scary to me. Each day is different and unique because it's never going to happen ever again. 

This is one of my favorite quotes of all time and wait this one too

So yeh stop waiting and just do what you want and make it count.

So I'm really bad and waste so many of my days but the thing is i looove doing nothing, I am the laziest person ever and i just love wasting time! But like I think about when I grow I'll look back and be like why was I so ugly and wasted so much time by myself in my room when I shoulda been hanging out with my brothers or my friends or just yeah i dunno, because now i just think that the internet is my life and i do love doing nothing but yeah like when i grow up will i be annoyed at myself?

Yeah today will only ever happen once in the history of the whole entire time ever in the world, so what now? Nahahahaha what am I gonna do to make this day count!