Insomnia.

I have so much trouble trying to go to sleep at night. I went to bed seven hours ago because I have school tomorrow yet I am still awake. -.- whyyyy!! I love sleep! I could definitely class it as one of my favorite things to do but aaargh! When I can't get to sleep I get real mad at myself which makes me more unable to go to sleep!

I'll be super tired so I close my eyes and play my calm slow music but then literally like five songs will pass and that's like 15 minutes so then I decide to just go on my iPad, but no-ones online anything. No-ones on Facebook because they're all asleep. No ones on Instagram even the celebrities and stuff coz they're all out being famous. No new videos from youtubers coz I've watched them all. And no-ones on Pinterest coz most of the people I follow are from the other side of the world and are at work or school!

But I do my best. I watch oooooold vlogs or go through a random persons boards and like everything because I'm too tired to re-pin it. Tired but not sleepy! There is a difference.

I dunno if I believe that people who can't get to sleep are smarter than people who can. Or that people who sleep 6-7 hours instead of 8 live longer and just a lot of facts about sleeping that could be true but then there's a bunch of facts saying the exact opposite so who really knows anything!!! *cough* man landing on the moon *cough* I used to believe that if you can't go to sleep it's because you're awake in someone else's dream, because that means I'm just a dream girl who everyone just loves to dream about but if that's true then I would very much appreciate it if they stopped!

The other day I couldn't go to sleep till five o'clock in the a.m!! Guess what time I had to wake up? Six :D one single hour of sleep. I woke up and drank not a whole but half an energy drink and was bouncing of the walls! I was so hyper it wasn't funny! I dunno why I told you that.

When it's real early and you're so bored and you just play the stupid games you have and then you get addicted to card games and kaleidoscope apps which are meant for children!

I'm always the last to fall asleep at sleep overs especially coz my friends go to sleep super fast! But like if I'm like energy deprived and like had a super busy day or something I'll go to sleep well but otherwise nah. Listening to my music tryna find things to do :/

Yup hope you enjoyed reading that. Whatever it was. I'm not gonna go to sleep now. I'm probably just gunna go plan my wedding a bit more because who isn't doing that at 2am on a school night?