October Faves

I freaking love candles. I love scents and just freaking love candles, everyone was giving me growling for buying so many but i burnt them all!! I wrote out a whole list of them and i just love them so much and always want my house to smell nice.

Primark!!! I am obsessed with Primark like i could go there every dang day. I love all the basics like singlets and longs, headbands and basics, i love it and when i come back i am gonna have to go once a month at least ahahaha.

Me and ton started watching American Horror Story at the start of the year and we would just Facebook call and watch it together ahahaah but then we watched it together again and omg I love it!! We didn't watch it in order we watched Coven then Freakshow and I can't remember if it was asylum or murder house?  But ton doesn't like Asylum but I really did! I didn't like murder house that much coz the mum was hellaaaaa annoying ahahaha but OMG Evan Peters is actually gorgeous. He's so beautiful and Emma Roberts was good too and Kathy Bates will always be amazing I just really like the casting and how it's the same cast but so totally different story each season like that's cool for this generations hella short attention span!

He Mele No Lilo! I don't know why but me and ton loved this song and committed to learning all the words ahahha it's so blimmen difficult but we know most of them know and can like sing them in the shower without the song ahahaha but I just blimmen love it and I love Lilo and stitch too i just love hawaii ahaha.

Selena's album!! Its amazing omggg me and Ton have just been listening to it at the whole time! I love Kill'em with Kindness, Sober, Camouflage, Cologne, just all of them ahaha i love it and i love her its so cool and different and grown up, proud of my geol ahahah!

Jack Barrans Art Playlist, its so good and its just on spotify and i love pretty much every song! I love the chill vibe and its different to the normal music i listen to, it makes me feel like TA or something with edgy hipster chill music ahahaha i just luv it and i need download all the songs. 

Me and Ton started playing this game called Township to see who would get to the highest level and just like a competition, I'm obviously wining and wasting all my dang tim eon this stupid game ahahah.

Making videos!!! I love it so much! When we were in Bath i was like omg i wanna make one of those montages like eon LOL the stupid movie haha abut like when they're in Paris i just wanted to try make one so i start filming short little bits and then chucked them all together in iMovie and then found the perfect song it was beautiful omg i was obsessed with it ahahah. Then i made one of our trip to london and that was just a quickie fun one, then dad wanted me to do one of the wine and cheese  festival ahah and i got over 300 clips so it was biatch to edit omg! Then we went to the fair an that one was cool, then lastly i made a big long one of the babies for Bonnie coz she loves them so much! And  just love them so much.

Candle Haul

Sooo when i was living in england i discovered yankee candles, the cheap tealights are the ones i bought ahahaha and loved them, but i just love candles ahahahah and theres so many freaking scents. Since we've come back and i can actually go out rather than staying home ahahaha. Mum and Ton gave me growling saying i won't be able to take them home but i actually literally just burned them allll ahahaha aw except the vanilla cookie one coz like the glass went black so i didn't wanna burn it ahahaha but the i saw a video where Gabby lit a big yankee candle jar and the whole rim was black ahahaha. But heres all the ones i bought and burnt over in England ahahahah.

Vanilla Cookie from Homesense
Starwberry flower and Lily from Poundland
Sweet Coconut and Vanilla from Primark
Red Berries and Jasmine from Primark
White Tea and Peony from Primark
Frosted Berries from Matalan
Soft Blanket from Yankee Candle
Lovely Kiku from Yankee Candle
Strawberry Buttercream from Yankee Candle
Black Cherry from Yankee Candle

Theeeeeen we went to this huge garden centre where they had a whole corner of Yankee candles and i smelt every. single. one. Ahahahah i did feel a bit dizzy after but i took photos of all the ones i like the most so this is my wishlist, like this was s huuuuuge corner of candles but on the yankee candle website there are like hundreds more and it stresses me out that ill never be able to afford or have room or time for them all hahahahaha. But this is the wishlist so far:

Serengeti Sunset
Madagascan Orchid
Mandarin Cranberry
Pink Grapefruit
Pink Sands
Lemon Lavender
Aloe Water
Vanilla Lime

They were all so good and it made me so happy coz the display was all colour co-ordinated so it was like a rainbow of candles. So yeh thats just a glimpse of my candle obsession over 6 weeks ahahahhhaa. Love me some scented candles :)

Feeling content.

Its 7:36pm on a Sunday night, I've spent all day listening to Selena Gomez's new album, showing people my video of Friday night, and just got back from the barn having Chinese for tea, now watching one of the best movies there is About Time. I'm feeling very content with my life right now.

This trip to England has had a lot of emotions and confusion involved. For six months of this year, this was my space, i didn't do much while i was here but it was a peaceful place where i could be sad. Its the complete opposite this time, everyones here, in my space, being noisy and eating all the food, nanas not just fussing over me she's fussing over 6 of us, but i am so much happier. Its been difficult but i am happy. We've done something almost everyday but then we've had lots of chill time aswell. It's so weird coz it is a family vacation so we're all forced to be together which is chaotic and infuriating at times but i love it.

I wanted to write this to document my happiness. I don't always like broadcasting my emotions to the world, to my friends and family yes, but very rarely do i write statuses about how annoying my brothers are being, or what a good day i've had, but, i do recognise my emotions and know that this place and these people have made me feel the not so good feelings only just the other day ahahaha and I just wanted to be able to look back and remember that timing and people can change everything.

It's so nice seeing my mum and dad with all their friends and me and ton keep saying what we'll be like when we're that age with all our friends and stuff. Talking about memories and just thinking that all those times that they're talking about haven't even even begun to happen in our lives yet. We have so many year of living and memory making ahead of us. Reminding myself to take a step back from worrying about what I'm doing at the moment with school and jobs and just focus on having a good time, with good people, making memories we can all sit around talking about.

Definitely want to come back and live here with Ton, just when we're a bit older and independenter ahahaha. I do love it here and i love my family and all mum and dads friends who are like family to us. Boys aren't too bad here either are they. I'm not worried about getting a job here because I've done it before haven't I, 3 blimmen times ahahaha. Just wanna have a fun life and experience as much as possible.