Sunday, 28 July 2013

Dream 5.

It was me and my friends Sheldon and Stacey and we were at the warehouse but it was super fancy with this big lobby area and it was BertiBertG's birthday and he had this big party thing and someone ate some of his food then he had a tantrum at his mum coz it wasn't good enough food? but then we left and were walking down the road down by juve and the tattoo shop then all these people from my class at Lytton were on the corner and we walked past them and they didn't even care like about me. Three of my like close friends were there and they looked sad because like they didn't say hi to me? But we kept walking and when I looked back this girl I didn't know was just giving me the evils. When we were walking we passed this restaurant and my other friend and her brother were there so I like asked them why my other friends were with those rude people and they explained it all. About how they got in with the populars and changed and stuff!

Then we were in England at this shop and Stacey was just telling me what to buy for her birthday and it got dark and that girl from before she was like following me around. I think we were in rehab? But I told a counceller person and she got put in this outside fenced off area with all these drug addict and prostitutes?? She got real mad at me then I tried to go home and my house was right next door, coz the rehab place replaced the pub. But she was following me and so I tried to not show her where I lived by going down the neighbors driveway and to my house but then she caught up,to me and was just yelling all this stuff at me! Then this other counceller from NZ drove up and said that crazy girl was normal and I had to go in the fenced of area? Yeah mhhm!

Thursday, 25 July 2013

New Years check-up.

Hahahah I don't know what to call this, but it's the middle of the year so imma read my New Years resolutions and see if I'm doing them or not. Then sort ma self out if I ain't okkrrrrd! I seriously cannot even believe it's like the end of July like actually what the heck!!

Take more photos and videos

I am so addicted to Instagram it's actually not even funny. At Kapa Haka we didn't take that many photos which is bad but took heaps at stage challenge. Lots of selfies. It's aaaallgood! 

Read more

I've read two books -.- but I'm reading another one right now! And I want to read hunger games and catching fire before the movie come out. I think I might read it to my brother, because I'm just such a great sister!

Be more fashionable, make an effort to look good

I love baseball tees now and wanna buy like hundreds of them! I'm still sitting here in sweatpants and a jumper. Mum said I have haha! At Kapa Haka live-ins I coulda looked better. And everyone's taken all my clothes!! All mine and tons friends come over wear my clothes then leave and don't give them back so my closet is a little empty! I just went online shopping -.- I love stuff.

Write more

Yup I've written in my journal pretty much everyday! I've filled up two and a half journals since around this time last year!! And I've kept my blog up! I love writing here :D

Gradually start tryna change my name to Ellie

I really don't even care about that anymore hahah! Everyone just calls me what they want. And at our school it's mostly just oi! Yeeh really don't mind about this!!

Make my friendships stronger

Well I got two boy mates from my love triangle. One of them wouldn't admit we're friends but we totes are hahahah, but yeah I've become closer to them coz we've been in our little class and just been making heaps of jokes yeah. Then I just went on a road trip with ma gurrrls! And they're aunty said I was their cousin hahah so we be closer too!

Get a talent

Meeeeer!

Get my learners

Woooops! I'm sixteen and haven't even started reading the road code :/ needa do that ASAP!!

Stress less

Little bit of family drama at the mo and I didn't get any credits last term. But I'm no doing art or photography boards this term. Gonna try avoid drama that might uprise from the triangle, fingers crossed there is none.

So some are going aaaaight and some I have failed at hahah still got half a year though!

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

100 more facts.

Yup 100 more facts just about me! I started writing this on the plane back from England at the start of the year!! I just like think of stuff and just write it here!! Some of them may be repeats so soz about that! Does it make me shallow that I've been able to write 200 things just about myself? And they all like way more detailed and more explained than the first hundred, i dunno why i just thought the aaall needed to be explained haha. I know others have trouble writing 20 haha! Hope y'all enjoy creepin and getting to know me more than you'd probably like to :D

101. I have a bionic memory sometimes!! Some see it as creepy but I dunno!? I remember my first impressions of pretty much everyone and just little details of people. One of my friends said I know more about people than they know about themselves hahah!
102. I don't like at the start of some movies when all the names of the cast and it's just music and like artistic scenes of nature! Like its fine when the movie actually play and the words just play over it.
103. I haven't quite jumped on the makeup bandwagon. I have no idea about any of it! I don't look at someone and think oh their makeup is pretty I dunno? I guess I'll get there?
104. I luuurve ice cream. But definitely not chocolate. Seriously.
105. I can't stand ugly smileys! The worst are :L and the over happy double chin :DDD :))))
106. I don't like baths. But I went to lush and bought heaps of bath bombs and so I had some baths. Just tell you about my hygiene. I don't like baths. I like bath bombs. When I get my own house I'm gunna have a really nice big bath, because I'm just too tall for ours yah know!
107. The thing that can make me super sad is thinking about loosing my parents. I think a lot. Almost as much as I talk. And I get so upset when I think about that for too long. And songs about loosing people like The Scripts If you could see me now or Ed Sheerans Goodbye to you.
108. I've never tried a macaroon, like the proper colorful biscuit ones, but I really want to!! 
109. I don't like gummi bears. Unless they're the sour sugary ones?
110. I think a whole new world from Aladdin would be a perfect first dance song at a wedding :D actually I think a few disney songs would be perfect
111. I wish I had a a photographer follow me around, like when I go out, not just me being lazy around the house, but just having awesome photos of me and my friends when I forget to take my camera
112. i really don't like the pattern houndstooth. I sound flash knowing the name aye :P haha it's that one that's always black and white and I just gaah I don't like it
113. I absolutely love HUUUUGE towels. Ones you just wrap up in and they're just huge!
114. My favourite t.v shows are friends, because of its perfectness, How I met your mother, and greys anatomy :D
115. I talk, and talk, and talk, aaaand taaalk!! The only time I would not talk is if I'm tired, focussing, angry, nervous or uncomfortable! I just talk so much!! About anything and everything and to anyone!!
116. I switch sides/roll over, I dunno, lots when I'm tryna go to sleep 
117. It takes me forever to go to sleep, when I stay at someone's house they're always asleep before me, and then I might hear them sleep talk :D ma friend booooy said if he had a wish it would be to go to sleep straight away and I think I may have to copy that wish! Haha if I ever find genie :D
118. I listen to my music when I go to sleep but listen to it super quiet so when I roll/turn I have to move my iPod, I never used to, until my two friends said they always listen to music to go to sleep, so being me and wanting to fit in and be cool I started :D
119. I have been to France, England and Japan.
120. I desperately want to go to America, Greece, Italy and somewhere tropical like Samoa or Hawaii 
121. Whenever I read, yes I do sometimes read, and it says so and so winked at blah blah or something to do with winking I always, always wink. Re-reading that I winked each time.
122. I love cherries
123. Haha I actually do have alright blue eyes, just nobody notices, EXCEPT my Japanese host mom who said she thought they were pretty, thank you.
124. If I could choose a talent just to have and come naturally it would be rapping, I mean come on white gurl who can rap? I'd be the center of attention :P
125. I'm really thankful, sorta, that my dads an aborist and is British, because now those are like my symbols, because I do like some wooden stuff, like the block of wood iPod jack. And then because I'm British too I love all the Union Jack stuff, but totally wish I had more!
126. Uh twice I've been sitting in the same room/car as someone then my name will come up and they're like "Ellen, who's Ellen" it hurts :P
127. I have over 5 hours of disney music on my iPod, and their my favourite thing to listen too.
128. Sometimes I wish just one person called me by my last name all the time. Like Mulan, Malfoy or Potter! Randall?
129. I seriously don't mind if guys leave the toilet seat up! I mean why do girls get so worked up about, it's taking one second of your life just to put it down yourself!
130. My favourite drinks are peach ice tea and white hot chocolate, and any kind of juice!
131. It's not that I'm scared of the dark, I just don't love it! I don't like looking out the window at night and I would be chomping at the bit to go have a roam in a forest when it's pitch black!
132. I think shaving is actually the worst thing ever! I don't like the person who decided "oh only girls have to shave their legs" and then I don't like all the girls who just agreed with that person! I would just protest against it and not shave my legs but I can't now because its "socially unacceptable" I dunno I just hate it, I could go on and on about it!
133. I love mugs!! In my house I'm gunna have all different cool ones from trips I/we have been on and just quirky cute funny ones!
134. I hate it when people spell marshmallow with an e like marshmellow.
135. I love Instagram! To the death!! I wanna do something with my photos! Like a cushion or something, I'm not even ashamed to admit I Instagram waaaay too much!!
136. I laugh at pretty much everything! Then people think I like them and de-friend me hahah
137. My favourite foods 
would be my momma's chicken pie or pasta, love dat mac'n'cheese, sushi and of course pizza!!
138. I think love letters and poems and just all that kinda stuff are the most romantic thing ever and just ugh I love love so much!
139. I absolutely love making people laugh!! I love writing silly things on my report to make my teachers laugh, I love making guys laugh, my sister, my family, my friends anyone I just love it!!
140. I don't like Oreos.
141. I can't make beds. At all.
142. I love cheesyness :D any kind at any time.
143. I'm so bad at telling identical twins apart. And usually won't even try to either. That's really bad but it's true.
144. One of my other favourite things to do is talk "gangster" to all my Lytton friends. I haven't actually talked to any of them (except my harty maori ones) in over a year, and then hardly ever on Facebook. But on the off chance I comment on something I will make it slanged up as possible. Lyk 1 w0Nt b33 h@nsUm lYk d1$ but just say stuff like Oosh bei that's cool as gee haha it just bring joy to my life :D
145. I tell the dumbest stories sometimes!!! I'll be like oi yesterday my mum went to town and she bought these apples! I don't know why I tell them I just do?
146. I brag. Well I think I do? if I do something interesting or cool even just a little tiny bit exciting, I will tell everyone. We just went to go look at the house we may or may not buy and I bet tomorrow I will tell everyone! No one cares but I just think people should know. I think it's coz I feel like I'm always the last to know stuff? When a couple get together etc so I just think I don't want anyone left behind in my life :P
147. I don't like waking up to alarms. I like the loving voice of my mother telling me to hurry up and get ready :D
148. I actually do believe or kinda maybe just want to believe that when you can't go to sleep at night it's coz someone else is dreaming about you
149. I don't really like cake. I love cake when it's nice and moist but I just hate dry cake, and you don't know until you taste it so I just I dunno, but down at the shop by us they have THE nicest chocolate and carrot cakes!! 
150. It reeeeally annoys me on talk shows when it cuts to commercial with like music and the logo but you can see the host and guest still talking? I just do!
151. I like boys finger nails! Haha is that weird? That's weird! I just love how different they are to my nails! They're so wide and nice and short! I dunno haha
152. I don't like the word lol
153. Nobody messages me first haha nobody!! But then I don't really message a lot of people. Quality not quantity :P
154. I seriously don't know how people can listen to me? I listen to my voice on videos and stuff and I just think it's the most annoyingest voice ever!
155. I love it so much when people tell me who I suit!! I really do!
156. I really want someone to make a little like look back video on my life? Like how there's all those amazing videos of the Harry Potter journey and I just really want one! Little photos and videos from when I was little right up till when it's made! I dunno?
157. I have never ever finished Rubik's cube 
158. I don't have a lot of General Knowledge, like I don't know a lot about history, and just kinda general stuff other people do know about? But I am still smart and know lots of stuff it's just patchy I guess.
159. Ugh I hate living by the road!! When I'm in my room I always think someone's coming in the driveway! It actually does sound like it though :/ it sucks specially when I'm waiting for someone.
160. I lose a lot of stuff!!! I'm always loosing my pens especially, iPod, clothes, anything!!!
161. I make fun of my own gender and race on a very regular basis.
162. I really wanna build my own house when I grow up!
163. I watched a super hero movie for the first time ever last year.
164. I have a lot of my dads genes! Like a lot!
165. I'd so much rather be more cold than more hot.
166. I really don't like not saying goodbye. I know everyone's like there's no good in goodbyes, but I think goodbyes are very important! You can have a great as time with someone, but if you go your seprate ways without saying some sort of goodbye, then it just sorta feels unfinished and I dunno, I just don't like not saying goodbye!
167. I actually have a little baby dimple!! It's quite cute and I do often just stand in front of the mirror and smile haha!
168. I love having something in the fridge or something and then I just forget about it then remember it, so it's like you're happy about it, forget about then get to be happy again!! 
169. I get super duper uper excited when I hear someone with an American accent, not when it's just the tv but people in real life, it just makes me wanna be their best friend even if they're like an adult I've never met, just heard their voice on my dads work answering machine tehe!
170. I trust quiet easily!
171. I loooove sushi. But not the fish ones. Just the chicken ones. So just chicken and rice pretty much, but I luvs eet.
172. I wear so many boys clothes!! I take my dads clothes, and boys clothes are usually just cheaper and they're so much stronger/sturdier than girls clothes I dunno, and they just sometimes look better and are way more comfy? but I think I pull it off ;D
173. I love facts. Random facts about random things. Love them.
174. Whenever I watch a movie now I just want to pin about it!!
175. I love Chapstick! I have so much but I just love all the beautiful flavours! I usually don't care about brands or whatever but I just got a baby lips one and it's pretty much perfection in a tube!
176. If I ever got a(nother) tattoo I'd get a little Russian doll and it would have "it's whats inside that counts" beside or under it. I really like that. 
177. When I have a song stuck in my head I like to tell people what song it is so that then they have it stuck in their head and were just annoyed together?
178. I don't usually cry at movies that much, but when I do they're usually Nicholas Sparks. 
179. Whenever I can't get to sleep at night I just play Tangled on my ipad but close the cover.
180. If I have a dream about someone I usually tell them! Even if I haven't talked to them forever I'll just message them and they'll be like oh right! But Olea and Teah are always in the background of just there being my friends in my dreams? Unless its really awkward and I marry someone, coz that'd be kinda weird just telling them you were married.
181. Oi frozen Moro's are perfect! They're like 27 times better than normal moro's!! So yeah I prefer them frozen now :D
182. I tell my friends pretty much everything! The stupidest stories, and just as soon as anything happens I'll tell them! If a white boy wanted to talk to me on the phone, or if my mum thinks I'm extremely lucky to have friends who are more popular than me haha I just tell'em!
183. I love it when artists laugh in their songs!
184. When I was little I wanted to be in a Romeo and Juliette play just so I could kiss a boy!! 
185. I get so excited for seven o'clock when I get my email from Pinterest comes and tells me everyone who pinned my stuff. I'm so lame :D
186. Oh right! How could I forget! I'm six foot!! 
187. I love technology accessories! That's probably why I have so many :/
188. When ever I have earphones in I always chew on the cord :/ I know I really shouldn't though!
189. I don't like the sound of planes like flying over? Like I've been in the war and been traumatized or something, but I've just watched like a lot of romantic war movies so I do not like it :/
190. I keep a journal, and I try write in it everyday, I start most of them with "woke up then" like I have to write every single thing and as if I don't know I woke up that morning!! So stupid I know haha! And I also call it a journal not a diary, coz diary just sounds too girly and like it's filled with my secrets or something?
191. AHAHAHAHAHAH I remember this one time in primary, I was like eight, and I was at my teachers weddings and I think I was talking to her, and It was always weird when I spoke English to her, coz I was in the maori class but I remember this long as pause and I looked at our van and was like "so you like Delicas?" Ohmygoodness what an awkward child!!!
192. I have to sleep in total darkness and with the door completely closed. It's so annoying when my brothers have to sleep in my room coz they need the door open with the hall light on.
193. I don't like salt and vinegar chips.
194. I love love love my room freshener/diffuser smelly thing! The jar of smell with the sticks. It makes my room smell so good and I just love walking into it :D it was my best birthday present, along with my huge blanket :D
195. The underneath of my bed has never been and never will be tidy and organised. It is so clutter and messy with just a bunch of junk! My friend came over and was like why is it so messy and I straight up said so there's no room for monsters hahahah totally immature sixteen year old of me :P
196. I love autocorrect. Pretty much just coz I'm lazy and it finish my words haha
197. All I've ever wanted my whole life is a kitty. Dad won't let me. I even made a PowerPoint presentation of why I should have one when I was like seven. It didn't work.
198. The amount of time I spend imagining and re-imagining scenarios that will never ever happen in my head has got to be unhealthy 
199. I much prefer grocery shopping at a supermarket with a white floor. Like Countdown instead of Pak'n'save, just coz I'm like that!
200. My favourite mentos are Coke mentos.

Monday, 22 July 2013

Dream 4.

This was the nightmare I had on my Birthday.
Me and my some of my friends from Japan were like having a sleep over and we went to the supermarket with all these other girls and there was this girl following us so we googled her and she was like a creepy hacker killer girl. There was this video clip and it was her driving around the corner and this ghost song was playing and it just kept replaying over and over! Then we all went back to my old house and we were all sitting in a circle just talking then the creepy girl came up behind me and gave me my phone and was like "you should really be more safe with this" then just showed my my SIM card and memory card then walked away! It was so crazy and just the best way to wake up on my birthday!!

Sunday, 21 July 2013

Roald Dhal is the shizz.





Taking it back to ma childhood here! I remember the first ever chapter book I got. I was in the Maori class so I didn't learn to read English until I was like eight or nine. But my mum and dad would read to me. The first ever chapter book I had was a book that I won at assembly. My Maori teacher gave it to me and i remember it was about a goat. I was so proud of myself that I had read it. 



Then I started Kip McGrath and my English lessons at school. Half an hour everyday with my four other friends. So essentially I learned how to read. So when we went to the library I got English books instead of Maori ones. Because I was a spoilt rich white kid when we got that scholastic book catalogue thing I would always have to buy the new Geronimo Stilton books, I loved those books so much!! But I also loved Roald Dahl books. They were my life! I read all of them except Witches because that one scared me. I think I got my first one from my nana, James in the Giant Peach!



We had Roald Dahl day at school in the library on his birthday or the day he died or something? And it was like a national thing each year. But if you did this stuff and went to the library you got prizes. Dress up in yellow, wear your clothes backwards, bring your favourite book. I did most if the things and was so excited so I went to the library at lunch and got a chocolate or something but then everyone else just turned their clothes around and I got so annoyed because they didn't even care they just wanted a chocolate, stupid people.



My grandad used to get these CDs/DVD's for free in the news paper he got and would always send them to us. Most of them were really old people weird irrelevant things to as coz we were kids but there was one and it was the movie for The BFG  and we watched it so much and we scratched it up so much hahah!!




I just loved his books and still do! I haven't read one in forever but I know I still love them. Roald Dahl is like the coolest dude ever! He has the best way with words! It's fun and easy but has so much meaning and just ugh I luuurve him!! I want my kids to grow up reading his books, because I did and if I say so myself i turned out pretty great :D

Saturday, 20 July 2013

Dream 3.

Hahahaah we were at school and it was like end of term and I had to do a speech for my least favourite teachers class. I had written some notes and they were really good ones but then I lost them. So the whole dream was pretty much me looking for my bites in room 7 and 8. Nobody would help me and were all just doing their own thing! I got so mad at every one. Then Teahs brother was running around outside yelling "come on guys, physical excercise time!" And Tons friend Tamara was like "ain't nobody got time for that I needa do my work!" I was still running around looking for my papers then I got this Asian guy to come into class and he had a mop on his head? But i had a mic and whatever I said he would say but in like chainsaw language hahahah then Gamer Boy walked in and I was like "oh here's my acquaintance, because we're not fiends, he de-friended me" sassaay! hahaha but he came in and just slammed the Asian guy on the table and said something funny, and me being me the annoying girl who likes all the boys just coz I laugh at everything laughed!

Hahahaha I thought that was quite an amusing dream yeah!!

Friday, 5 July 2013

Dream 2.

I seriously do not believe that dreams imitate your thoughts because my dreams are whacked and weird!! This dream was on birthday and I also had a nightmare aswell so that's just great present from my mind in the night?!
At the very start of my dream I ran up and gave Daniel (this other white boy who i don't like and never will, but everyone says we go out) a big as hug and was like "MY rugby player can play rugby now" like coz he got his cast off, then everyone was saying happy birthday and it was a sunny as as day! Me, Olea and Daniel were taking photos on my iPad and Olea was taking them so bad so I took it off her and we were all making ugly faces even Daniel. Then on the field, coz it was at school, there were all these sprinklers so we were running around coz it was hot as! Then I went into my sisters class and Lane he said something nice to me? I dunno what but it made me smile ngaaw and then I checked my Facebook and he posted on my wall but were not even friends and yeah so mhhm. It was my birthday yesterday and it was so fun I wish my birthday was on a school day every year!! Sweet sixteen aye! No fairies have come yet to give me my maturity, prettiness and boy magnetism haha!